Really struggling right now, and I feel so alone even when I meet people as I feel my life is a lie a mask to hide all the pain and loneliness i feel inside I feel that’s its all a big lie a game to pretend how together I feel when really inside I am far from it I feel my social standing is weak. and I feel excluded and pushed out at the school gates I smile and say hello and I starting to feel its a school for parents of hard of hearing.
This is so sad. It sounds as if the parents at your child’s school are horrible. What a terrible way to treat you. I know it’s hard but try not to waste any of your energy on them instead you need to hold your high .. I bet there are some parents there (most likely single mums) who you’ll really get on with but you’ve just not met them yet.
I agree, there are great people out there who will support you. Keep at it don’t let the awful mums keep you from being social because isolation will only worsen the bad feelings. I suggest joining a class, taking a trip or doing something new.
Hi hun how are you feeling? I hope you can find something positive in your life right now even in small things and start from there. I understand how you feel as I have been there waking up each morning feeling so lonely and I just couldn’t find anything good in my life at that moment but then I realize just by simply being able to wake up each day is already a blessing that’s when I decided to live each day to the fullest and it was all worth it.